I Miss Her Terribly

Basically me at the cemetery today "our anniversary is coming up I wish you were still here with me.I can't do this anymore I miss you and nobody understands at all. I miss your smile ,your presence I miss waking up to you playing my video games claiming your the best which you were. I stand by what I said before it should have been me to go not you, you had your whole life ahead of you. The world is crumbling there's so much hate and scorn. You always knew what say to cheer me up but without you I feel more lost then ever. You were more then my girlfriend you were my best friend. And I'm sorry I wasn't quick enough I'm so sorry I failed I was supposed to protect you, keep you safe and now this.I loved you more then anything losing you broke me.damn drunk drivers.I promise that I will live up to your vision it's all I can do.I have to go now but I'll see you later okay :'( I will"

I'm sorry but.....I just had to get it out I know this may not get many likes or comments not that I'm expecting to but I just :( had to. Sorry