Heart of Glass

For months, I couldn't quite understand why it was effecting me so much, why I couldn't just GET OVER HIM and what he did to me, It's not like I knew him for a long time and was in love with him, he was just a fling that rejected me so coldly without any explanation. Despite this, my heart and head refused to forget him, Lord knows I wanted to, but something deep down kept aching.

Now I understand, the heart does not discriminate and there are no rules for how it should be broken. It doesn't care if you only knew him a short while, or that you weren't compatible anyway, or that you were never 'official', a womans heart is just fragile glass and it chips away the more we are hurt. It wasn't what he did to me that hurt, it's the way he made me feel. Worthless, like I wasn't good enough for him or perhaps anyone. I was just a number, he didn't bother to get to know me, or see my inner beauty, he tossed me to the side conveniently, and as ridiculous as it sounds, it has left a scar on my heart.

Congrats, you broke a guarded good girls heart and made her feel worthless just so you could feel like you were worth something. Your friends will praise you for being 'The Man' because you play girls and it makes you seem cool. But at the end of the day, you are alone and you would NEVER be able to marry a girl like me. I don't know why I ever cried for you, if it wasn't for you breaking me down, I never would have been able to build myself up to what I have become.