I'd Like to Change My Life, Right Now

Overwhelmed and bruised by such a day as the one I'd been dragged through, I crawled to bed utterly defeated and left with thoughts of detriment. Somehow, self hatred had gained the upper hand and all traces of optimism and hope had been left to die. Degraded, I, loathful of everything in general, slipped in between my covers in hazy search of Avalon. I left the lamp on. I was not afraid of the dark. I simply preferred not to subject myself to it. I'd had enough. Closing my eyes, I thought of anywhere else but here...