I Want to Start a Family
As a kid I liked boys. But didn’t think of getting married.
Growing up I wanted that all. Marriage and kids. All the goody “basic” stuff.
Then I feared having kids. All the stuff you see in movies and all the stories made me want to never ever have kids.
But now. With the man I’m with now. I find myself at times looking at him while he’s cooking. Or while he’s holding our dog. And I think to myself of how badly I want him to be the father of my children if I bare any....
Growing up I wanted that all. Marriage and kids. All the goody “basic” stuff.
Then I feared having kids. All the stuff you see in movies and all the stories made me want to never ever have kids.
But now. With the man I’m with now. I find myself at times looking at him while he’s cooking. Or while he’s holding our dog. And I think to myself of how badly I want him to be the father of my children if I bare any....
26-30, F
