I am carefully and lovingly searching for my deepest fears

Then I do all that I can and think necessary, in order to get them out of me.

Specifically now, I am thinking about my fear of pregnancy and labor, especially giving birth. I don't have to have a baby in order to get rid of it, right? Because I don't want to have children but I don't want to carry this fear either, and it's a very deep rooted fear.