I Have a New Boyfriend

I'm not sure where I'm to fit in. Life is always so complicated. We met hit it off. Things moved to fast as he's so busy. I think it's why it was so fast. but yet it felt right. He runs a seasonal business he's short of staff and I was helping him all the time. Now that it's open school is out he doesn't need me around as there isn't much for me to do. As I have a son that is with me to I'm feeling lost left out. Idk where my place is I want to be with him but I can't. Then I make plans and
he becomes free I feel bad as it's him I wanna be with. Ugh it's hard going from him texting when we're apart to not hearing from him much as he's so busy. Why does my life have to be so complicated. I just wish life was easier.