I Am Me, Love Me Or Hate Me

I am tired of being judged and forced to hide this side of me. It has been a while since I have posted on here but I am here now. The biggest think I faced was a brief time of depression when I came out to my family. They all freaked out and made me switch schools and phone numbers without telling anyone. A few years later I have reconnected with a few, they all thought I had died, not one person had told them anything of me moving. They told me that they heard I got in a wreck and died. That is not a way to treat a friend. I blame that on my parents for making me leave without saying anything. The only thing getting me through this is my girlfriend I have right now. She doesn’t know about this side of me but I don’t think I want her to. I am too scared to lose her like I lost all of my other friends. I’m tired of not being able to show who I really am...