I Help Myself By Helping Others

I've been helping others as long as I was on ep, I thought I would be able to do the same here, the young people seem to ask for help and advice more, so I helped them on ep alot, I had made some friends here and it seems I can't even view there profile. I imagine they will think I blocked them, I don't know what to do,, it kills me inside, it helps me as well to help others that need it, but if I can't help the ones that need it most, what's the use, I can feel the depression coming to me already,. I'm here to help, to be a role model for the young, to show them all adults aren't after something from them,
Anyway I hate it
Rick