I Don't Know What to Do

I struggle with that also. But in the end it is your happiness that matters the most. If you are happy and feeling good then it radiates around to the people around you too! Although you should still be respectful and kind and just a good person, try to d some things that YOU want to do! it makes all the difference to put yourself first! sometimes you have to have a f*** you attitude, not always, but sometimes it is necessary so you can do whatever you want to do without being altered by any outside forces. Good luck!