I Don't Know What I Am Going to Do With My Life
I've already graduated college but I don't even know what to do. I'm supposed to find work but I don't think I'm ready for it. I graduated too early in my opinion. -sigh-
26-30, F
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A20s
I hear you. I'm going to graduate in a month too and I have no idea what to do next. It's the blank future that feels weird to me.
LavenderHart009 · 26-30, F
-sigh-
I feel like I haven't learned enough and college was easy (aside from the subjects where I had to do a lot of stuff due to a lot of excuses from my group mates that they couldn't help me and stuff by myself and having myself depressed because of it). I just want to go back and study again. My father would support me but I'm still thinking about my brother who's also in college and would probably have to travel outside of the country as a requirement for his course....
I feel like I haven't learned enough and college was easy (aside from the subjects where I had to do a lot of stuff due to a lot of excuses from my group mates that they couldn't help me and stuff by myself and having myself depressed because of it). I just want to go back and study again. My father would support me but I'm still thinking about my brother who's also in college and would probably have to travel outside of the country as a requirement for his course....
A20s
umm if that is what you want, go back and study more. But I feel like as inexperienced fresh graduate, everyone feels that way. Once you start working, whatever you learnt will be useful and anything else needed you will learn at that time.
LavenderHart009 · 26-30, F
Well... I guess that's true. But my problem was, I was too concentrated on just this one subject and couldn't pay attention to the others because I was too busy with it. Reason? Group mates kept coming up with excuses as to why they can't do it so I'm forced to do it. Worst part? They were my "friends". *face palm*
So I guess that's why I felt like I haven't learned much.
So I guess that's why I felt like I haven't learned much.
A20s
Oh, I get it. Have you tried looking for a job that you can use that course in it? If you are good at it, use that in your advantage.
LavenderHart009 · 26-30, F
There are a lot of job openings where I can use my course but I don't have the confidence that I would do well in it.
A20s
No worries then, I can see that you are smart and you will do great. Just try your best. No one expect perfection from a newbie. ^^
LavenderHart009 · 26-30, F
I know that. But for some reason I just can't forgive myself for it. If I'm going to be employed by someone, I decided that I wanted to be an employee that would not be in anyone's way.