I Wish I Could Turn Off My Brain
Damn You Have No Idea....well You Might... I always have a million and one thoughts going on in my head. A lot the times it has to do with people I'm attracted to, but not always.
Sometimes it's my moms estate, and my effed up family, and how I'm better off without them. Plus I tend to think way to much about that one day of confrontation with them, my dad, and just some people in general and pretty much finally having to say, you're dead to me....F off. But most of my thoughts are crushes, which can be quite annoying....Because I don't always do something about it, but when I try to and nothing comes out of it except me getting ignored, I tend to go into overthink mode. and ugh I hate this shit lol
Then wanting to start college, and wanting to work again, and not knowing what i'd like to major in with college. and like way too many other thoughts. I can't name it all off, and some of it is quite embarrassing, but needless to say I have a constant go go go go brain, and i want it to stop sometimes. I mean the only time it has really "stopped" is when my depression has gotten to a point where I'm tired and all I want to do is sleep, but that's one suck ass alternative to crazy go go go thoughts.
Sometimes it's my moms estate, and my effed up family, and how I'm better off without them. Plus I tend to think way to much about that one day of confrontation with them, my dad, and just some people in general and pretty much finally having to say, you're dead to me....F off. But most of my thoughts are crushes, which can be quite annoying....Because I don't always do something about it, but when I try to and nothing comes out of it except me getting ignored, I tend to go into overthink mode. and ugh I hate this shit lol
Then wanting to start college, and wanting to work again, and not knowing what i'd like to major in with college. and like way too many other thoughts. I can't name it all off, and some of it is quite embarrassing, but needless to say I have a constant go go go go brain, and i want it to stop sometimes. I mean the only time it has really "stopped" is when my depression has gotten to a point where I'm tired and all I want to do is sleep, but that's one suck ass alternative to crazy go go go thoughts.
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