I Wish I Could Turn Off My Brain

Times like this I wish I had someone who I can talk to, and reliably take my brain and shut it off. The only person capable of it doesn't want to be committed to that. I just want something, or someone. I'm starting to sound desperate at this point. Maybe I am. I don't know, everyone sounds desperate when all they've been thinking about is how worthless they are, and how pathetic they are. I just want someone to turn my brain off...