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I Think This Is Funny

I'm on here posting about two of the worst weeks of my life. Watching someone I love die. Watching family alienate and accuse me of stealing from the deceased but I still get people saying hi wanna be friends?
Or even others who wanna be there and supportive and the message sounds hollow and stiff. Sorry about that.
Or even worse still my bf after I told him they were accusing me of stealing and his first reaction was well you were there all the time so I could see them pointing the finger at you.
There's loving support at its best.

What can I say I'm bitter and I'm gonna find things funny where I can.

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Tterbow

My condolences on your loss and my sympathies for the fake BS being shoved your way. I saw your post and it reminded me of something I wrote when a friend of mine passed, it sort of helped remove the sting to recant it all in a way. I hope it may help you too:
http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Write-Poetry-And-Short-Stories/5252783

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Tterbow

Well, I guess I have always been more of a silver lining kind of guy (kind of used to infuriate my wife until she hopped on board to some degree), and while I admit that some days there really is nothing you can say but "eff it!" there are many more times you can persist and phukking prevail.
Grief (sp?) needs company more than misery...lol

Katariffik · 36-40, F

Yeah. Unfortunately most people are giving or sharing misery. Past two weeks of all the people I've talked to they all have been telling me all their problems and to be honest I just don't give a shit.
Someone I love more then life just died. And I was with him by myself. And no one called me to ask how I was. Or to say sorry thru pretty much that whole weekend. No one brought flowers or cards.
It just made me lose my faith in people. I think I got 3 or maybe 4 phone calls throughout the next week. And those were mostly from extended family that live far away. Not even in town.
Just broke my heart no one could be bothered to be there.

Tterbow

Stay strong lady, you can ride the melancholy trolley to funktown if you need to (and because it is necessary sometimes), but remember that you will eventually have to get off too. Lord knows the passing of those we love touches us all, it is what we do to carry on afterward or in their name that distinguishes us.
Seriously, I am not trying to be high-handed or anything, I just can't tame my effing effervescent optimism (or my situation tourettes, apparently :)

AntonioV

people can be really s***** the only thing I ever want and give God forbid someone I love passes away is a little token of something to remember them by like something they wore I don't care if it doesn't have any monetary value that's not the point but I know you understand what I mean as far as property or money goes the greedy people can keep all that crap unless they wanted me to have it then maybe I'd fight for it because it will be about what they wanted me to have and not about me being greedy some people really suck sorry you have to deal with all that crap

AntonioV

Hey, do what ya gotta do♡

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Katariffik · 36-40, F

Love ya :)

AntonioV

Love ya back :)

AntonioV

Not all people but way more then half

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