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Pfuzylogic Science is amazing and it doesn't require anything of me, but it sucks. It doesn't offer me anything or promise me anything. I don't believe it to be true because it frees me from "moral" shackles of the Bible to do whatever I want. It's inconvenient, tells me what I don't wanna believe: That I'm (we're) just an insignificant, finite product without intent and there's no evidence to the contrary, regardless of my (or anyone's) feelings anything about it.
I only believed in the Bible because I was raised to without question and out of fear. If I started to believe now, it'd be against all reason and out of fear God, death, and hell (or Sheol/ eternal death for JWs), not out of love or true belief. And that'd be disingenuous of me. I'd be comforting to know I have a chance of eternal life or I had objective purpose but that doesn't make it true. Believing so actually seems to keep some from living their one and only life to the fullest.
The Noachian Flood... These are only some of many questions that arise: Where did all that water to cover the earth come from and go? There is not that much water on earth (including in the ice caps, atmosphere, and underground) to cover the all the land as it was know to be. Why is there no geological strata on every continent of same age that's indicative of a global flood during the time Noah supposedly lived? (There's a layer with what seems to be flood deposits in Mesopotamia (Iraq), an area that was prone to flooding, where they have their own flood stories/myths that are older than, extremely similar to, and most likely the origin of the Noah's Ark story) How are there still living trees older then the supposed flood when being under water for a year would and such great depths surely would have died? There is just no evidence for a global flood and no reason to think there was. The burden of proof is always put into science and never on to God or the men of God because there is no proof or evidence for God besides the Bible which is riddled with contradictions and faulty explanations. (Like why does Saul die a 2nd time after he already killed himself? And the Bible says there's a firmament.)
Look, people a few hundred years went in to studying different sciences expecting evidence to fall in line with stories of the Bible but there just wasn't any and were compelled to change their mind in light of reason, yet most of them still were Christan also in light of reason. Creationism seems to be an Anglo-American thing that came about 100 years ago in defiance of all science and reasons. Again, you can be Christan and not believe in those stories or creationism. And science can't definitely say they're isn't a "God" of some sort because there's no testable or demonstrative evidence. But because of that, it can't prove it either and is essentially useless to ponder upon something without some indication, when there are other things in/about our world we are able to work towards understanding or putting to practical use.
So I would guess the idea of no God and no purpose was too fearful and idea for you (which I feel it is); so in spite of reason (assuming you looked at sources about the world outside of theological ones), you took on Pascal's Wager you went back to putting your faith in the Bible; am I wrong?