I Want to Join the Army

I just heard back from my brigade. I will get my uniform as soon as I get there, and then my gun. Maybe I’m joining at the right time because this area has recently become very vulnerable. The U.S withdrew soldiers from there, and Turkey are wanting to advance. Turkey already have invaded a nearby town within that province, and are now looking at others. Turkey are actually being supplied by some western nations and have a more advanced military, so it will be interesting to see what happens. In addition, there is ISIS. They still control a few areas in the province and they are a danger. Sometimes my brigade captures their members, but other times it’s the opposite. Every day this week I have felt so sick. I’m unable to look at any messages, because I want to keep living with hope. I saw that I was replied to by an individual I sent a message to, I think this was yesterday or maybe the day before, and I covered the screen with my hands. I didn’t see anything, and I’m happy to keep it that way.

Now, I’m going to the Middle East to die like the terrible person I am. Adiós.