I Need You More Than You'll Ever Comprehend
And it scares me.
When I feel broken I realise that you put me back together. Your support and care heals me.
I hate how needy I am towards you. Tonight it feels like agony. I want to reach out to you but I don't want to bother you. Yet your love and kindness is an addiction which I crave a hit from time and time again.
I feel like you are my life support and without you, I am just left hanging. Every bad experience, every time I feel scared, I think of you and it gives me strength. You are my light in what has become such a dark world.
I can't remember the last time I let someone get this close and I will be honest, it sometimes makes me want to run and hide from you, I can't handle how much I need you. It terrifies me the thought of you backing away and not being there for me. You have become a part of me and my life would be a deeply sad and lonely place without you there.
I wish I could feel your arms around me right now, holding me close, giving me a reason to fight on. Even if we miss a day not speaking I feel it in my gut. I hate my dependency on you but I couldn't fight it if I tried.
I don't want to admit to you face to face how much I need you so I am spilling my heart out here.
Please don't ever leave me. You save me from going under everyday and you don't even know it.
When I feel broken I realise that you put me back together. Your support and care heals me.
I hate how needy I am towards you. Tonight it feels like agony. I want to reach out to you but I don't want to bother you. Yet your love and kindness is an addiction which I crave a hit from time and time again.
I feel like you are my life support and without you, I am just left hanging. Every bad experience, every time I feel scared, I think of you and it gives me strength. You are my light in what has become such a dark world.
I can't remember the last time I let someone get this close and I will be honest, it sometimes makes me want to run and hide from you, I can't handle how much I need you. It terrifies me the thought of you backing away and not being there for me. You have become a part of me and my life would be a deeply sad and lonely place without you there.
I wish I could feel your arms around me right now, holding me close, giving me a reason to fight on. Even if we miss a day not speaking I feel it in my gut. I hate my dependency on you but I couldn't fight it if I tried.
I don't want to admit to you face to face how much I need you so I am spilling my heart out here.
Please don't ever leave me. You save me from going under everyday and you don't even know it.
