I Have Lost People I Love From Cancer

I recently lost my nana and its been really hard because we were so close. I love her so much and she always inspired me, I miss everything about her , I miss being able to talk to her and I miss her hugs and I miss reading her beautiful poems and short stories. It's been just over a month and I'm still in disbelief, the grief will get me at any random time and I get so sad without her :( it's really been getting me down and I just can't express how much I miss her 😭