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I Would Rather Be Myself And Disliked Than Fake And Adored

How can I be myself when every time I expressing myself people around me despise my behavior?

All my unsatisfied thing I said to them they always see it as trivial.

My lifestyle always being criticised for being too liberal and provoactive.
No religion, etc etc..

Everyday is a disappointment day the only way to survive in some place is to be like them.

Death always be my last resort but I ain't giving up without a fight.

After this pandemic is over, I shall put my ass at work hard as hell, find a job that I can get out in this place FOREVER.

(Might comeback to revisit my family but that's it).

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BlueVeins · 22-25

Religion is fucking lame. If the people around you despise your mindset, that's their problem.

SW-User

@BlueVeins There is no way to convice them. In fact, they are relying 100% as written in the religious book. I am tired living in patriachy rule.

(I don't hate men but the rules make me dying).

The only way to get out in here is stick around with them while out or just die.

Die seems the easiest way at this time.

BlueVeins · 22-25

@SW-User You should focus on leaving. I know it's not that easy -- might take years to become independent -- but you can do it.

SW-User

@BlueVeins I wish my family is supportive like you.

BlueVeins · 22-25

@SW-User I'm not that supportive. I only generate 1.4 liters of compassion every six weeks. Once it's out, it's out for a while. 🤷‍♂️

SW-User

@BlueVeins I must be the luckiest to get your compassion by now. 🤗