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I Think It Is Time For The Truth

I am not sure who I am anymore. Emotionally unstable? Hurt beyond the point of happiness? A victim of terrible friends? I only have 2 true friends in my little town that know exactly what I’ve gone through and they treat me just like they do family and who support me as me being myself but they are the only ones as well who know that I’m gay. They are better friends than the friend I’ve had for 14 years. They are so much like me it is strange yet it feels so right.

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Fernie · F

You have two "true" friends who accept you and make you feel like part of the family? What exactly is your problem then? It is amazing the drama from 18-21 year olds. Hurt beyond the point of happiness??? If that is what you choose, that'll be your life, Count your blessings!!! I wish you could know what Gay men and Lesbians went through a few decades ago. You have it easy in 2019. If someone doesn't accept you they are ignorant...who wants ignorant people in their lives? Toughen up kiddo

LifeHurts66 · 22-25, M

I might of made it sound like I was over exaggerating which I possibly could’ve done but I did not mean it to sound that way. It’s just that I suffer from a thyroid issue where I can’t lose wait, I have bipolar depression, and ADD which are no excuses for me to use but my mind tends to make things worse than they really are. But I do appreciate what you have said. It does mean a lot to me. Thank you@Fernie

Fernie · F

@LifeHurts66 I really hope you're getting ongoing help with all of that...it IS an entirely different situation than the details in your post. It's a lot to deal with

LifeHurts66 · 22-25, M

I have a psychologist/psychiatrist who was the only doctor to diagnose these and she has really helped me because 3 years ago I was absolutely ready to give up on life but she gave me hope again. She is Indian and extremely smart who owns multiple business practices and is nowhere near cheap as others but she actually knows what she is doing and how to properly diagnose anyone with whatever they might have. @Fernie

Fernie · F

@LifeHurts66 Good! Then life is difficult for you but far from hopeless