I Want to Find Someone That Wants What I Want :]

What i want to do with my life is be self sustainable the bigger picture in that i want to take away the pain for me and my friends i have never liked big crowds and i have never liked city life too many negatives energies and from a young age i saw that no one wants you too succeed even today i still have to deal with the same old. "Get over it." "I went through it so you should to." Or my favorite "this is how life is people arent as good as you hoped." Not everyone works like that you know? What about the people who feel heavily the goodness of our hearts get swallowed up and we either conform or we break and lose all hope... and if i can be somewhere i can grow our own food and build and desgin stuff with my friends my family then i will be happy and they will be too no expectations that you have to be the best. Or waking up everyday fearing the worse learn and grow from your mistakes with the people you now call family. I cant wait for the day that we are all harvesting veggies to can and perserve feeding animals we all pitched in to get and i can't wait to bare my child in a safe place