I Always Miss You
I miss you Abuela Martina! 馃槆
You're in heaven since 2007!! Makes me sad I didn't have the chance to see you or say goodbye to you because I was living in USA at the time!
I am truly happy you called me the day before you left us..for some reason we spoke longer than usual 馃槂 maybe you knew you were leaving, maybe it was a coincidence, but if it wasn't for that call, I don't think I would have been able to bare the pain! I remember when I had the news, I ran to the woods and ended up in a creek talking to the sky! I was told you were in the hospital sick and I was praying for your health, next thing, I had a call you didn't make it..little did I know you were gone already and they didn't know how to tell me! Makes me sad my mom made up that story because she loves me that much, and didn't know how I would take it so was preparing my mind for it. makes me think all she was suffering while doing so!! 馃槓
You never really said I love you, but that last day we spoke I was able to get it out of you & you said it with a low voice and with shyness! I heard Te Quiero Mucho Gatita! 馃樃 haha! You called me Kitty Kat since I was born! :)
I keep that in my heart, I am sorry I haven't visit you in the cemetery but I can't for some reason!! 馃榿 I like to believe you're somewhere out here, it's a chapter I haven't be able to close!! Thanks for letting my mom know you're fine and told her to stop crying for you, that she needed to live and take care of us!! She misses you, I see it everyday! You were her mom! My grandma Emira just had her and you were supposed to take over the way you did even tho you were her grandma! I thank God for making it happen that way! You were and are our Angel..always there for us! You and us against the world lol. I Love You and miss you Abuelita!! I haven't forget you, is just painful...
I had you in my house everyday since early in the morning til my parents got home! You couldn't even walk and made it to our house and went up all those stairs just to take care of us and help my mom with us and the house!! You made me laugh tons and I loved hearing all your stories. While my brothers avoided you, I was close to you and looked for you when you were around town! I got to enjoy your company and feel your love! Thank you! 馃懙馃樈 wish I enjoyed you longer I was only 17 when you left and had a couple of years without seeing you before that! That makes me sad! Kaysi my baby sister didn't get to meet you, but I know in my heart you are keeping us safe and you see her! 馃懅
Thank you! I miss you so much and would give anything to hug you! 鉂わ笍 and see your face once again!
Thanks for raising my mom and teaching her all you did and giving her the best advices in the world, thanks to you she is different than her brothers and sisters and is strong, and is full of light and love! Thanks to you she raised us the way she did..maybe my brothers didn't see what I did and act the way they should, but thanks to you I have been able to help for her not to fall apart!! It's a big responsibility to have all her hopes on me or all her eggs in my basket, but I thank God I am the way I am..so I will not fail her like everyone else has!
I thought I was weak, but I notice I am strong..all my life went thru one thing and another, bullies, seeing people do wrong over and over!! And I made it..I lived in a fairy tale and realized there is soo much wrong doing out there! That crushed my fantasy bubble! Making me feel lost and depressed. Now is clear I had to see all that to learn and decide what I let IN my life and discard all I don't want in it. I always had that gift to know who had good intentions and who didn't, I just didn't know it. So even when being naive, I observed people's behaviors and could see somehow who they were in a way!! That kept me from suffering more than what I have! Lol
Gloria a Dios! Gracias Jesus! Tu me tenias de la Mano y llegue Hasta aqui por tu Mano y Gracia!! 馃檹鉂わ笍 Los Amo donde quiera que esten!! 馃檹
You're in heaven since 2007!! Makes me sad I didn't have the chance to see you or say goodbye to you because I was living in USA at the time!
I am truly happy you called me the day before you left us..for some reason we spoke longer than usual 馃槂 maybe you knew you were leaving, maybe it was a coincidence, but if it wasn't for that call, I don't think I would have been able to bare the pain! I remember when I had the news, I ran to the woods and ended up in a creek talking to the sky! I was told you were in the hospital sick and I was praying for your health, next thing, I had a call you didn't make it..little did I know you were gone already and they didn't know how to tell me! Makes me sad my mom made up that story because she loves me that much, and didn't know how I would take it so was preparing my mind for it. makes me think all she was suffering while doing so!! 馃槓
You never really said I love you, but that last day we spoke I was able to get it out of you & you said it with a low voice and with shyness! I heard Te Quiero Mucho Gatita! 馃樃 haha! You called me Kitty Kat since I was born! :)
I keep that in my heart, I am sorry I haven't visit you in the cemetery but I can't for some reason!! 馃榿 I like to believe you're somewhere out here, it's a chapter I haven't be able to close!! Thanks for letting my mom know you're fine and told her to stop crying for you, that she needed to live and take care of us!! She misses you, I see it everyday! You were her mom! My grandma Emira just had her and you were supposed to take over the way you did even tho you were her grandma! I thank God for making it happen that way! You were and are our Angel..always there for us! You and us against the world lol. I Love You and miss you Abuelita!! I haven't forget you, is just painful...
I had you in my house everyday since early in the morning til my parents got home! You couldn't even walk and made it to our house and went up all those stairs just to take care of us and help my mom with us and the house!! You made me laugh tons and I loved hearing all your stories. While my brothers avoided you, I was close to you and looked for you when you were around town! I got to enjoy your company and feel your love! Thank you! 馃懙馃樈 wish I enjoyed you longer I was only 17 when you left and had a couple of years without seeing you before that! That makes me sad! Kaysi my baby sister didn't get to meet you, but I know in my heart you are keeping us safe and you see her! 馃懅
Thank you! I miss you so much and would give anything to hug you! 鉂わ笍 and see your face once again!
Thanks for raising my mom and teaching her all you did and giving her the best advices in the world, thanks to you she is different than her brothers and sisters and is strong, and is full of light and love! Thanks to you she raised us the way she did..maybe my brothers didn't see what I did and act the way they should, but thanks to you I have been able to help for her not to fall apart!! It's a big responsibility to have all her hopes on me or all her eggs in my basket, but I thank God I am the way I am..so I will not fail her like everyone else has!
I thought I was weak, but I notice I am strong..all my life went thru one thing and another, bullies, seeing people do wrong over and over!! And I made it..I lived in a fairy tale and realized there is soo much wrong doing out there! That crushed my fantasy bubble! Making me feel lost and depressed. Now is clear I had to see all that to learn and decide what I let IN my life and discard all I don't want in it. I always had that gift to know who had good intentions and who didn't, I just didn't know it. So even when being naive, I observed people's behaviors and could see somehow who they were in a way!! That kept me from suffering more than what I have! Lol
Gloria a Dios! Gracias Jesus! Tu me tenias de la Mano y llegue Hasta aqui por tu Mano y Gracia!! 馃檹鉂わ笍 Los Amo donde quiera que esten!! 馃檹
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