I Can Forgive, But Not Forget
Dear Jaime,
It's been 2 years since you last hurt me.
I remember being 7 and you luring me into the playhouse and after that taking me to the restroom,then the living room when everyone was asleep.
All those times that you made me cry choking me, covering my mouth, bringing my self esteem down calling me "worthless peice of shit" "gay" "fa****".
After all those horrific memories that you made me go through. I wont play the victim no more. I forgive you bro, I need to move past that.
What happened, happened. No need to bring up the past.
I need to move and not be scared of anyone. I know that you forgive me too for saying something. I didn't mean too, I just got tired of your shit and what you were doing to me.
But let by-gones be by-gones. I hope you have an awesome life in the future. I'll try to make a better life for myself. I'm going to the gym, meeting new people, and becoming a better person. Finally, standing up for myself.
A new beginning and a new start for us...
It's been 2 years since you last hurt me.
I remember being 7 and you luring me into the playhouse and after that taking me to the restroom,then the living room when everyone was asleep.
All those times that you made me cry choking me, covering my mouth, bringing my self esteem down calling me "worthless peice of shit" "gay" "fa****".
After all those horrific memories that you made me go through. I wont play the victim no more. I forgive you bro, I need to move past that.
What happened, happened. No need to bring up the past.
I need to move and not be scared of anyone. I know that you forgive me too for saying something. I didn't mean too, I just got tired of your shit and what you were doing to me.
But let by-gones be by-gones. I hope you have an awesome life in the future. I'll try to make a better life for myself. I'm going to the gym, meeting new people, and becoming a better person. Finally, standing up for myself.
A new beginning and a new start for us...
26-30, M
