I Am So Frustrated With My Life and Feel Stuck

I just want to be successful I really love makeup . And want my own line eventually .. I want to go to this one makeup school but it's 7K and I don't have that. Everyone tells me to go to school besides makeup but i don't even know what I'd go for .. yes I know I'm still young (23) but I just want everything together already I feel behind.. every since I lost my job I have no motivation.