I Am Sitting Here With So Much Pain In My Heart

I don't know what happened to these people, these generations everything just so messed up! This isn't how its supposed to be.... I don't know how it's supposed to be; but this!? this sure as hell is not what it's supposed to be like. People change and switch up on you, family friend foe doesn't matter.... they all change and when something happens they never see it coming just wonder why its there!? I'm not one to vent or get super emotional but this, this has got to stop. The more I cry, is the more I die a little more inside.... and the closet people too. And what's crazy is I'm so nice to them, all them and they don't even care.... never did. There so much more than just this; so much more...its crazy actually because they say you don't know what you had till it's gone, but you did you just never thought you'd lose it....and you know what else is crazy I still care more than ever, like a fool.