I Am Terrified of Death

I'm not ready to stop existing.
I'm just not ready yet. Don't do this to me, please...

Lord, I believe, but help my unbelief.

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Tatsumi · 31-35, M

It's gonna happen at one point or another. Everyone must take that journey. Accepting that would give you a better quality of life, until you do eventually die.

Is it not ironic
How your favorite dread
Is the matrix in which you were formed
The unfathomable dark
Of a realm arcane and burrowed far below
The grain sprouts from deep 'neath the soil
Where sunlight will never ever reach
Behold
From darkness we come
That shelter where all life is formed
Ascend
To darkness we sail
Eternal refuge of the soul
The darkness of night goes out
When dawn befalls in the time between the times
And the grain in the soil, buried deep
Shall not bear fruit unless it dies
In the dark of Antumnos
The Awen waves and life is conceived
The day is born from the night
In the three night of Samon the year is born
So the song has been sung
Let him hear it who will
Is it not ironic
How you cling so hard
To all evidence of all there is
As you maintain your unbroken urge
To explain what you can't

th3r0n · 41-45, M

How are you not ready for death? This world is awful and so is being mortal and weak.

You likely will not have enough time to die some other way before men are executed for not taking the mark of the beast.

Do not fear death, welcome it, for the life we have waited for comes after.

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th3r0n · 41-45, M

@SW-User I thought I was dying once, woke up with a horrible pain in my chest that I thought was a fatal heart attack.

I wasn’t actually worried for me at all, I was only worried for the ones I love that are not yet persuaded.

SW-User

@th3r0n
Oof. I woke up in the ER hooked up to an AED after visiting urgent care 30 minutes earlier. It was may 10, 2017, and my heart had failed due to minimal electrical activity since childhood.

My only memory of that time was praying, "God, don't let me doubt you, heal the part of me that doubts you before I die. I'm not ready to die, Give my body the strength to pull through that I may tell of your great love"

th3r0n · 41-45, M

@SW-User that’s beautiful. I was ready but it wasn’t my time, I think it would have been yours but God heard you.

I also had my car 180 on me at 60 mph with cars on one side of me and a bridge near to smash into. I prayed and time got really slow and I just gently guided my car off the road. Car wasn’t even damaged.

drymer · 56-60, M

And then there's people wishing for death and never getting it...

Wish things get all right for you...

SW-User

You believe and disbelieve at the same time? How odd.

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