I Want To Talk About The Thing No One Wants To Talk About

I really really really want to talk to you. You say you wanna talk to me, but EVERYTIME we talk. It’s either a fight, or we hurt each other more.. we make up, and we talk the next day, but.. I’m scared of where we’re headed. You say we’re headed in a better direction, but I feel like we’re headed In two different directions. You swear we aren’t and I get that. But I’m scared. I’m so so scared. I cry. I scream, I beg. I try so hard to help. I just want to be here. I want to be here for you. I want to be here with you. I annoy you. I’m annoying with all my attention, my affection, my time, my thoughts an emotions. I know it’s a lot. I’m working on chilling. I’m workin on myself. Please don’t leave..