I Am Feeling Down

Today has been a day of ups and downs
And turnarounds.
Not exactly sure where I stand.
I'm in the middle of a thousand things.
Not sure any will last.
Not sure I will last.
I just keep plodding along
 Hoping
Trying...
Failing.
Until I have no more to give.
Sometimes I grab a breath from my son
To find the will to live.