I Suck At Dating

Being with someone I like in an uncomplicated, untarnished way makes my independence out of necessity, these circumstances more empty 🤷🏻‍♀️ I mean, it is what it should be for now. It’s happy, slow, steady, healthy beginnings, which is important, essential. It’s way too soon for it to be anything more ‘right now’ anyway than the good thing we each already have going on in our own separate lives that neither of us is about to disrupt flippantly.

Some nights I just wish he was around not doing anything in particular.. maybe even doing our own thing in the same room? (Cuz.. we be introverts like that 😅) except when one of us walks by the other long enough to kiss them on the temple as we pass.

I want to fall asleep with him. I don’t even mind the snoring. 💕

I think I’m falling in love with him at a very sweet, unpolished yet soft pace that is foreign and marvelous to me.