I Suck At Dating

I feel like every girl I'd be interested in going on a date with has had 11 different boyfriends before me and every single one of those Cocksuckers sexually escalated after about 2 weeks and tried to put it inside her when they barely fucking knew her and that sets the stage for all of her expectations and everything she understand's about boys and I just come off as Weird and look like I'm not "into her" because I'm a bit introverted and it takes me time to really get to know somebody and get interested in them sexually. just because I'm not trying shit in the bedroom doesn't mean I don't want to I'm socially awkward and have Social anxiety and it takes me time to get comfortable around people...

I swear it's really hard to date. I don't have anything against having fun together but I really fucking suck at casual dating and don't "hook up."

I'm interested in women for a lot more than sex and want a relationship.