I Miss My Ex
ironically we met on EP and hit it off extremely well. We went to the same hs, and saw each other as friends before we actually got into a relationship with one another a year later. He was my first legit boyfriend, my first kiss, and was there for me through the toughest time of my life.
I miss him, and i just want to talk to him about whatever ya know. He was my rock, the one who knew exactly how to calm me when my anxiety flares up while he's 40 miles away from me at the time, now he's in another state for school, but is still able to be there for me even tho our time zones are different now. Never got the chance to tell him I love him or give him this 5 page appreciation letter i wrote for him one night, ironically two days before he broke up with me.. I think about him too much, when I talk to my mom about him ALL THE TIME, I get so emotional and the tears flow so much without even trying.. But I've moved on for the most part, I've accepted the fact that I can be my own independent person without him. I just think of him from time to time and get all teary eyed.
I miss him, and i just want to talk to him about whatever ya know. He was my rock, the one who knew exactly how to calm me when my anxiety flares up while he's 40 miles away from me at the time, now he's in another state for school, but is still able to be there for me even tho our time zones are different now. Never got the chance to tell him I love him or give him this 5 page appreciation letter i wrote for him one night, ironically two days before he broke up with me.. I think about him too much, when I talk to my mom about him ALL THE TIME, I get so emotional and the tears flow so much without even trying.. But I've moved on for the most part, I've accepted the fact that I can be my own independent person without him. I just think of him from time to time and get all teary eyed.
22-25, F
