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I have no idea we’re my life is going

I’m moving in with my friend meaning I might have to sell everything I own as she’s internationally , I have to literally start a new life and I’m crying every day as I’m so scared , I can’t stay in the Uk as there’s nothing for me and my dad has been holding me back for years , I feel depressed and I’m crying every day leaving my Abusive dad hurts so much as I love him and I keep hoping he will respect me one I feel sorry for my dad. I have to learn to drive too before I move out and I’m scared the thought of driving terrifies me , I wanted to learn at 16 but my dad stopped me until I turned 21. I’m struggling to find another strip club job I need one before I can go , I need to keep my weight as low as possible as I do modelling too , I’m sick of doing cam work as clients ask for way too much and it’s burnt me out. I’m not getting enough money on cam as I’m not doing enough hours due to being too exhausted and depressed. I have to say goodbye to all my friends and family and clients it’s hurting me so much it hurts every day I don’t even know when I’m moving out , it could happen at any time and I’m just a mess and so behind in life for my age.

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SW-User

Learn to give up on the idea of parents. They aren't your whole world and never were. I gave up on my parents and found I didn't really need them as much as I thought. Co-dependency was my issue for so long and it keeps you from really being independent. Takes time but life gets easier when you stop asking them to give you things they don't have(love, attention, respect) Being an adult is awesome because you are no longer dependent on them legally. You literally can do anything you want so long as you put your mind to it.
I have loving friends, those are better than parents.

As for driving, it gets easier and easier. I had to learn to push anxiety out of the way until done with driving. I've almost hit a lady and was up on the curb with all four tires off the road. Almost went off a bridge too the first ever time I drove. Those one way bridges man....gotta be careful with those.😔
Not knowing where you're going with life is what makes it exciting though. Everyone has their own path, own journey, don't compare it to people your age. Embrace the unknown instead of fearing it🤗
Not a lecture, just trying to encourage you.

JohnnyNoir · 56-60, M

I know it’s difficult for you right now, but you will come out of this a much stronger woman

Ingwe · F

be careful
I hope you know this friend very well and have known her for a long time

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