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I Am Lost

What can you do when all hope is gone? Nothing or no one can help you in any way. What is happiness? Were those moments happiness? Or were they mere illusions? Is happiness within? But where? What is real anyway, seems like we all are just deluded beings always lost in the possessions of me and mine that were never ours in the first place. The lies being paraded as truths, the masks, the veils, its all fake, but what's real anyways? Nothing. How would one find the real? By tearing away the endless masks? How much will you go on tearing them, they're endless. At one point, you have to give up, can't go on any further. Darkness is nothing to be afraid of, its these endless masks and veils, so much that no matter how much you try, you are lost. Alone. Lost. Forever.

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novembermoon

My dear friend, it is an awful feeling to feel that all hope is lost. You ask if those moments of happiness had been mere illusions. I have asked that question myself so many times. I know too that once that dark cloud comes over me, and I can no longer walk out of the room to perform basic tasks, I have hit rock bottom. Sit with it for a while, with all the screaming questions and the numbing pain. Sit with it. After a while, it will pass. And when it passes, the only way to go is up. I won't pretend my life is a bed of roses now. I know those dark things come in cycles. And those of us who are more introspective are more vulnerable. Keep walking my friend. Keep breathing. It will get better, soon.

ethereal · F

Thank you for your kind words, dear. ^^ Sitting with it and feeling it completely, been doing that since yesterday, but it just wasn't going away and felt utterly lost. Quite okay now. ^^