I have never been able to grab onto it either. So that's why I set traps instead! Life feels pointless because....well.....it is. It's a goddamn sphere. It just goes round and round, but the best part about that is it means you get to change the direction it goes. It's well within your right to be insurgent. Mind if I ask why you feel that way in particular?
Ahh existential crisis. It'll never really go away but you gotta discover your own value system, figure out what makes sense for you. Anything less would be nonesense.
It's only damaging if you actually pay attention to the damage. Out of sight out of mind. But I've always coped with a deep freeze involving a mild psychosis and self medication.
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Well damage to me has been a near fatal overdose and relationship destruction. So hard to out of sight out of mind it
I'm sorry to hear that. And I know, it's easy for me to say that. I've not much to lose at the hands of risk. Besides my life. That should be reason enough, and yet it isn't.