Still Learning To Let Go
I am still learning to let go of control. Nothing is in my control. Knowing that and realizing that in my behavior are two different things.
I try to control the daily routine things, coz back in my mind, i cannot sit quietly until all the routine work is done.
I’m not getting enough time for myself, which makes me go into a weird zone of doing everything quickly, it tires me out.
I want to let go of controlling the routine, but i also know that if i dont do things fast, no one else is going to do anything and the whole routine falls into a chaos that i hate coz then i would sleep late, wake up late, everything late.
Is there a way to keep the routine normal and timely and also not be controlling?! Lol I don’t think so.
I try to control the daily routine things, coz back in my mind, i cannot sit quietly until all the routine work is done.
I’m not getting enough time for myself, which makes me go into a weird zone of doing everything quickly, it tires me out.
I want to let go of controlling the routine, but i also know that if i dont do things fast, no one else is going to do anything and the whole routine falls into a chaos that i hate coz then i would sleep late, wake up late, everything late.
Is there a way to keep the routine normal and timely and also not be controlling?! Lol I don’t think so.
