I Learned to Let Go

Attention is nice, because sometimes i feel as if i don't exist. Sometimes i don't have motivation or i lose all ambition. i can lie down and stare at the wall for hours or just lose track of time and no one will know, because no one misses me and when i do that is when i realize there is a problem. If i don't have someone's attention, then i will abandon relationships, because i rate too low on their list of priorities and maybe it just means that they have too many priorities. i'd appreciate it when someone can admit that they have too many priorities and just let me go.