I Want to Know About Borderline Personality Disorder

I have no desire for anything and I have no interest in any of the activities that used to excite me. I can go days without socializing or leaving my room. All I'm truly concerned about is fighting the horrible feeling instead of solving my problems. Mentally I just can't push myself right now. Goddamn it, all I wanna do is just eat and drink liquor all day. Idc. 😭😭