I Dont Understand Why Im Feeling This Way

So, I'm obnoxious AF. Yet people stay my friends, like wtf guys, do you not get annoyed by me? Are you just THAT desperate for friendship? And I mean, forget my bf, he's clearly mental, putting up with me for as long as he has (but I love him for it <3)

Like, I'd be annoyed by me. I'd be like, "girl, cut out the bs and stfu. Seriously." xD