I Quit My Job

I finally DID!!! Yes I did it. Last May was my last day after working for almost 6 years there. Was I happy? jubilant? Over the moon? Yes yes yes, yet I feel a pang of a sadness, a great one. On one side, leaving my corporate job means getting back my freedom (no more working 9-6 anymore, no more business trip, no more mundane routine). Yet, on the other side, it also means leaving my small "family", my boss and my colleague. It's like one of the hardest decision for me to take. Moreover, it is not only the people that I find hard to leave behind, I have another problem, a big one that keeps bothering me. I have no job line-up after quitting, and it feels like a terrifying nightmare you can't escape from.

Somehow deep inside I know I worry sick about this fact, knowing that I don't have any income to support myself and my family. That what keeps me awake most of the nights. I am still struggling now and learning to cope with this problem. Hopefully soon pretty soon I will find a way to deal with this.