I Remember Someone From My Past

@lonelyIT: I feel your heartfelt sorrow...In your defense we can be difficult to understand

@TemptationBiSara: yes, you can ^_^
dont know about you, she was really unstable, full of high and lows, and talked alot about music i did not even understood...
i loved her, but i did not realized how much, the one who i understood less, was myself

We are special passionate people grounded in mother earth

@TemptationBiSara: you indeed are :)
but guess i know almost nothing about it, besides what you read on wiki :P

@lonelyIT: Then you didn't try to know the inner her...her spirit!

is not that i didnt tried, honestly
we were on long distance and communicated by chat
we talked about everything, including wicca
and i even looked for people who were into it near my homecity, but with no success :P

Not everything is meant to be

@TemptationBiSara: maybe you are right :)

@lonelyIT: You let her escape, you failed to realize er worth till she was gone.. you are doomed to forever live wit the question "What If" .... If your heart truly longs for her and your soul is incomplete without her search er out, pout your heart out too her in poem and verse

@TemptationBiSara: i can't
i tried many times to call for her, and she always rejected my messages :(
by continuing to look for her, i just will look like an obsessed stalker, and that's not who i am :(
i miss her, and im cursed by this question like you said, a curse i called on myself :(

What did you do to upset he so?
messages wit apologies and acknowledgment of mistakes, candid and honest reflection, explain the emptiness within without her

I already did... but was not enought :(

@lonelyIT: If she is Wiccan you might try telling her...That she is the pure air in your every breath, the fire that lights your soul, The water that sustains your live, the earth of changing seasons each more beautiful than the last and it is er the nourishes you "spirit of being" and without her it withers!

Thanks for your kindness :)