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I Dont Know Where To Put This Story

I have spent every weekend for the last few months at my father’s house while he was ill. Now that he is gone, I am not sure how to pick up the pieces and carry on. A friend had told me before that I needed closure. He suggested a letter just to get my feelings out. I chose not to do it; I thought I could handle all the emotions that were going to hit me. Of course hurt was the main one, but now anger is setting in and I have nowhere to direct it to.

Here lately it seems like its one thing after another, making me feel very weak and out of control. I don't know where to go or what to do. I have so many things running through my head and it’s overwhelming.

This weekend I will be home, and that thought frightens me...

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pinkstarburst

I wish like hell I was there for you. Your friend is right though...writing is a good start. Write out everything that's in your head and heart. You don't have to share it with anyone or even read what you write. The fear, anger and pain need an outlet...let your words do the work so the healing and light can fill you and give you some peace.

TxBtrflyX2 · 51-55, F

too much negative to face by writing this down, I don't think I can handle it

pinkstarburst

You need to do it. It's important. Write it ALL then lose control; scream, sob, shake uncontrollably for however long it takes...then set the paper on fire.
And still...I love you my sister