I Want To Know Why Why Why

Sinking even deeper as she's slowly blocking me from everywhere. Now can't even see her online status. It gave me a feeling of connection when she was online but now she's killed it too. Not at all like her. She's a confident and strong willed person with high moral values.
Maybe it's as hard for her too and seeing me online may weaken her resolve. Maybe she's also suffering as I am. This breaks my heart even more.
It was all so so beautiful. Why can't we have what we want. Why .............