He died on Friday. I still couldn't believe it. It all seemed like a dream. But I guess I'm slowly accepting it. I cried extremely hard today. I can't remember the last time I ever cried, not to talk of how hard I cried. I kept fooling myself that 'I've only known him for two years and it shouldn't hurt as much but the bonds we forged were so strong. He was so annoying in a good way. I miss that. I wish he could still bother me. . .make fun of my YouTube videos. . .tell me lame jokes. He was one of those people that are so annoying but you can't help but love them. Our last conversation particularly creeps me out. I think I need someone to talk to. Or therapy. I keep remembering it and I feel sort of guilty. . .
Rest in peace man. I love you so much, I really do. But for some reason you just had to go. Nature knows why that had to happen but your impact on my life will never be forgotten.
I am sorry for you loss Rick. I just lost a very close friend of mine a month ago. Having just been through that if you want to talk about it send me a message.
