I Lost a Friend

I was told that he moved away. I'll never see that beautiful face ever again. Honestly I don't know how I feel about it. I've always been afraid of him so I avoided him over the last few years, but part of me is sad that I'll never get to share with him my side of the story, and I'll never get to gaze upon his beauty ever again. I loved him and felt like he hated me, but I get the fragrance of life that he does love me in the end. I am grateful God showed him the world, and that he got to learn all that he learned, will it make him a better person? I hope so. I am so grateful that he didn't fall. I am so grateful that he got to witness me hearing angels sing and suffer from stigmata and that he heard about the miracles and that he heard about the spirit of Jezebel yes he hurt me but I forgive him. All these years later I've been called by Life to love him so I will but he is gone for good now, I just hope that our experience made him a better person and I hope that he will be with me in heaven.