I Just Lost My Mom

My mom was 74 years old...she dies this morning..I drooped off my daufhter and eent to the hospital....I cried on the elecatar up and ran to her rooom.It was at the end of the hall...all the nurses and vistitors stared.Once i git in the room i dropped to my knees and my sister helped me up to get to my mom.I screamed...I screamed that the while floor heard.I didnt let go of my mom and i layed oin her lifeless body I swire i could of saw her eyelids move or that she was snoring softly...When they told me to leave the room i cties even harder as my sister and cousin escorted me out.Everyone was scared to move me but i decided to accept it but obce i got to the day room i dropped and wanted to run back to my mom ..I yelled for them to tale me back but they held me as they took my mom out her room and down for hee autopsy.I do t know how to feel...my family has been supportive and i have to go to work lol