I Just Lost My Mom

I'm never going to forgive those assholes who took my mom's life away and took her away from me! I just can't! I miss her so much!! It's been three years and I still can't forgive them! I want my mother back! I know she won't come back but I wanna hear her voice one more time.

I despise seeing my friends and everyone that has loving mothers that are still alive. It's so bad that I shun them so much. I saw a video with my 11 year old cousin with her mom holding her singing "I'm Every Woman" my Whitney Houston. It made me so jealous that I could not watch the whole video. I get so sad and bitter.
It even makes me bitter when some people talk to their mom on the phone. Even if their mom lives in a diffrent state, they're still lucky to visit their moms and talk on the phone. I dont have a mom anymore!!!! Why?!

I don't even go online on mother's day because people of themselves with their moms. I NEED MY MOM!! 😕😕😞😞😞😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭