I Am Battling Self Harm

I am tottally loosing my mind.
There is so much on my plate.
No, I can't remove anything.
It's all nesscary, unfortunately.
Not getting one thing done
Causes a huge domino effect
Other things can't be completed
Or otherwise because one thing
Was not finished or missed.
Stress at certian levels for me
leads To blacking out, stress
Seizures, acting out etc.
It also is extremely hard having
to go at everything alone.
No support (in person)
No friends, nothing. So what am I
Supposed to do? I'm overwhelmed
I'm stuck, I'm stressed, depressed,
wanting to self harm, other old
Behavior.