I Am Battling Self Harm

I was 7 months clean, and now I have just gone and did it again. It's such a hard thing to stop, it's starts off with something small and then it builds up and the sharp friend is there still waiting. Sometimes I feel like it is my only friend, it's the only thing I have that won't leave me. Whenever things go wrong I can always go back to it. I know I shouldn't, but it's hard when there is no one else to help. Nobody even tries. You know it's a problem when it is the height of summer and you have to reach for long sleeves during the heat

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ThoughtlesslyThinking · 26-30, F

I conpletely understand where you're coming from. I am trying so hard not to cut tonight. I tried to stop carrying a blade with me everywhere I go but it doesn't matter. It'll still happen somehow. :( it's hard to let go bc it makes you feel happy. Makes you feel complete and somewhat happy as well as relieved.

randompi · 22-25, F

people think we're insane and that we belong and I padded room, but they don't understand that they're making it worse. It feels as thought it gives a little bit of stability to life. You won't br able to do certain things every single day and that can get upsetting, especially if you can't do anything you would normally do, but you can always cut or slice. That is a definite thing, something that you can do every day at the same time if you wish the opportunity is always there

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