I Am In Counseling

It never ends - these discussions, and every time we agree not to talk about things we end up talking about things. Right now, I'm just trying to maintain. I'm really worried about my daughter and the impact that a divorce might have on her. So, my focus is - get healthy, work on communication, and make this as painless for everyone as possible. What that means is that once again I am going to have to put my life on pause. I thought about it and rationalized that my daughter is worth it. I would rather work through this slowly and remain amicable than set the world on fire because of some selfish motivation. It took 20 years to get here, and I can't imagine that things will be solved quickly or easily. So, I'm asking the universe for peace and understanding... and patience.