I Want to Make Friends

I know fully well that I'm in a deep search to find more friends, but that's the thing. Not just any friend. A REAL friend. Some one who is real on the outside just as much as the inside. Where I live particularly, people are not real enough or real at all. I feel like elaborating more on this. While I live in a college town, there's very little to get involved in to meet others and to have the chance to establish connections that can lead to friendship. Its extremely disheartening and depressing to be in an area with little opportunities on finding a place to fit in with with the right people. I'm not ashamed to admit that I'm painfully lonely every day due to having no friends to share moments with. Its a deep strong longing that I refuse to give up on, and I keep telling myself that its better to be alone than to be with the wrong people. In that case, it is better to be alone. Its just that I've been alone for so long that my walls are breaking down and I just need some one to come along in my life. And once they're here, they will stay. Maybe not forever since nothing lasts forever, but long enough to help me over come the torturous empty void that loneliness accompanies.