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I Am Lifeless In So Many Ways

Memories of days gone slink between sidestreets, and hide somewhere in the dust of backroads,
Countless echos of my past blowing in the wind like the pages of my life scattered after being torn from their spine. Try as I might I just can't seem to locate the index pages, more specifically the ones having to do with happiness and healing. Storm clouds billow in the distance, if I can't retrieve them soon the only smile I'll ever have will be that of a mask of Paper-mâché

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TheLoveAge · 36-40, F

💜The healing still can be done, these pages have been purposely scattered so you can form a new way for yourself. As you evolve, can you expect the same things to assist you now and as you keep moving forward? With change comes experimenting with different elements to make something new again, to assist in your current position and to lead into the next phase, but know that even then those pages you write can also be scattered, again leading you to write a new script. Such is life, but what would we really be without alway rewriting and re creating who we are? This is the work and we signed up for it. It’s all process💕

lovingdead · 31-35, M

@TheLoveAge true, I just wish I had some things that were constant.

TheLoveAge · 36-40, F

@lovingdead I feel ya, it would make things easier🤗 but we’re here to be comfortable with discomfort and roll with the punches. To be able to transition easier in and out of things so as to avoid becoming attached to enslaved to ourselves and other- to experience and to flow at the same time. The degree of difficulty is dependent on how we much we resist in going with the flow, and instead try to cling onto the past and end up losing out on opportunities :/ Luckily, the divine doesn’t care so much in how we do it so long as it’s done, and we aren’t judged but we’re assisted 🤗💙

lovingdead · 31-35, M

@TheLoveAge true, but what is life without attachments? Seeds have a hard time growing when they can't put down roots.

TheLoveAge · 36-40, F

@lovingdead I meant as in when certain things have fulfilled their purpose in your life we have to develop better skill to let them leave our lives when it’s their time to go. While these people, places and situations are in our lives they will do what they need to do for our growth, good and bad. That’s perspective though. There’s nothing that happens really that isn’t meant to happen, in other words, everything happens as it should.

We appreciate things while we have them to the best of our ability, and then we mourn the losses or transitions we go through, we rejoice when we have so much beauty, or when we’re able to see it. It’s always around💙We feel it all and keep moving onwards, the cycle of life💕

lovingdead · 31-35, M

@TheLoveAge I get that trees outgrow their leaves and must let go.

TheLoveAge · 36-40, F

@lovingdead Yea lol 😂